Saturday, August 06, 2005

THIRTY EIGHT days to the long awaited Preliminary Examinations, which, to a mildly optimistic person, means the liberation from the pains of JC life. well, i don't happen to be midly optimistic, for a very basic(no not basic as in acid-base basic) reason. that i'm not prepared AT ALL for the prelims. haha, but nevertheless, im stepping up. Like the media all over the world had already provided coverage for, benny had taken the first step in life by pulling out his million year old, dust covered chemistry ten year series and worked on 2 chapters today.

Bahh.

it really doesnt help to know that all your friends from all other institutions collectively known as "junior colleges" get to go home like as early as 9.30 ? when you're just released from class for RECESS at 9.30, facing a school day that would last for the next 8 or 9 hours, sometimes, 10 or 11 hours. well it definitely doesnt help, as well, to know that your some of your other friends get to go home at 2pm, when 2pm's like your lunch time(which means lessons resume after lunch).

the pulse of my life is settling down on a constant rate, losing it's usual vibrance and colour, tone and interest. MUNDANE is the word i guess. what life! (ms choo: you have no right to demand for a life now.) true i guess, but really, dun mind giving up this bit of life for a more decent A level cert. or prelims results for that matter.

i really miss band. everytime i watch a band perform, memories of my 10 band years come flooding my mind. memories of mbscb, cchsband, mjcsb... and the people.

sigh. i want all these to end.