Monday, July 25, 2005

oh FUCK. fine. ignorant. ignorant. that's what people assume others to be. that's what everyone assumes me to be. u know one of those times where u go up asking ur friend how's he/she feeling and all? like

"hey, how come u so sad... why leh?"

and all? when ur own mood's already halfway off it's optimum? but you still keep that upset side of u to urself and muster up enough happiness to look happy enough to care for ur friend?

and here's what you get:

"nothing lah. u wont understand... hai."

"never mind...i'm ok. ha. ha."

"haiz.... long story.... but im not about to tell u... never mind me."

"i'm ok."

"sad? got meh? dun assume."

right, WHATEVER alright. so i'm some 3 year old kid who's not up to ur intellectual capacity to understand what you're goin thru ? im not really obliged to squeeze up my last bit of good mood to try to cheer u up okay, and i do so because i really care. so if you're about to take that for granted, so be it. oh! i forgot, im sorry. you didnt take it for granted. all u thought was just that "benny's not going to understand what im goin thru, so why tell him?"

never ever make a friend feel stupid. you either share ur woes with a friend who cared, or dun give that sulky face all day long and drag everyone into unknown depression.

just how much does it take?!