Saturday, November 20, 2004
Finally a returN

Not been able to blog lately cos of a terrible fault with the internet connection. apparently some shit freakin dialer automatically installed itself and changed all my internet configurations and being the IT-Idiot me, i was at my wits' end. so... in conclusion, the only way out was--give up and dun give a shit about the computer.

Sigh. wad a pity. the past week odd was the week with my most amount of thoughts and i really had soooo many urges to log in to blogger and record ém down. oh sobz.

I went to Sungei Rengit! (if i did not spell wrongly). and Kota Tinggi in Malaysia. cool places with loadsa beautiful stuff. FIREFLIES inhabiting forest of trees at night for mating! it's like a forest of christmas trees in nature. I was kinda touched by that magnificent view but sadly, no picture taking was allowed on the boat. Fireflies. amazing creatures. for the first time in my life i felt like everything i studied from the moment i started schooling till now had no use at all, had no significance, no impact, no value. I felt that humans afterall could not be that beautiful no matter how much LV or Chanel or Prada or Polo Ralph Lauren we have; no matter how many Red hairdos or Adonis Skin care treatments we have. All the male fly has to do, is to flash 3 times a second to attract a female, and for a moment it could be the most beautiful thing on earth... Touched beyond words. Sigh.

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I've recently realised that maybe we shouldnt tell anyone about our dreams. because some people are so blunt, that the moment they comment about ur dreams, they shatter.

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OGL camp was freakin fun!!! ZOSMA ROX!

till again. im so tired.