I just looked at cuiyin's blog and realised i should not be here at all, at this time of the day, in the middle of the week which happens to be the 2nd last week just before the damned promotional exams hit me real hard.

Its... let me see... 11.14 am now on a normal wednesday. Just because my General Paper tutor was absent we were asked to do some self revision anywhere in this campus. keywords: self revision But here i am enjoying the comfort of our college library, and doing something so un-revisionly such as blogging. sigh...

Potential.What a strong word, yet not real at all. It's just a possibility, not reality. It's just really like everyone has this potential to do really great things like aceing all his subjects at A levels or sth... but what matters is actually how much work u put in to nurture this potential. Take a good look around me now, and i find almost everyone with their lecture notes and filed tutorials , burying their heads into Dihydroxyacetones or 5-Bromo-1Chloro-3-Methyl-1,5-Heptadienes, or Demand and Supply Analysis, or Binomial Expansion Theorems. Me? bounded to the computer & and its not like i can recite the entire trigonometrical basic formula sheet to anyone now...

Promos. just merely a week away.

Everyone's been saying how good my results are and how i'll be able to promote with S papers and all that shit. but i just know it myself. promoting could be a terrible problem even. economics concepts didnt make sense anymore, at least didnt make as much sense as before. Bio questions look like they were written in greek. Maths? turns me off from head to toe. Chemistry [huh?!] ... yeah so there goes. Oh man someone help me......

I knew it. someone's gonna say i shoulda started studying earlier. but it's always like that. seriously, going home at 7 or 8 o clock close to everyday doesn't give you an incentive to start studying. for a start, tutorials pile up irregardless of your mood, and the pile up inpropotionately to your amount of time left to do them. in other words, they simply don't care. excuses excuses yeah yeah i know.... right fine. its just me. and me alone. no college to blame, no tutors to blame.

Procrastination. it must be you. okay i shall bury my head into Law of Diminishing Marginal Returns right after school today and devote my 2 weeks of life fully to studying for promos. who gives a damn about tutorials and all that crap. i'm going for the following grades:

1)Biology: A
2)Economics: B
3)Chemistry: C
4)Mathematics: D
5)General Paper: B4
Not a very difficult target since here's where im standing right now:
Biology B, Economics D, Chemistry E, Mathematics AO, General Paper C5.

Yup. this shall be it. off i go out of this project room.
till the next time, i wonder when?

yeah. lucks to all having promos too. and to my ex-cchs seniors, good luck for A levels.

benny. on 11:29 AM