Friday, October 28, 2005
It's 1 and a half weeks to the A levels!"will rise, will perform, will do it once again..."
YES! here i am determined to do well for the A levels, and i certainly hope that all forces of nature will aid me in achieving that goal. arh but doing last minute work doesnt seem to help.
anyway, im taking a HIATUS!
Like finally. Don't think i'll be blogging till after the A's! and see all of you on the 24th of November. Till then, i'll have lots to update about. like about my papers and the MBS CD launch.
continue tagging! =)
and all the best for the PWers as well as the A Levels pple.
Watch it...
"will rise, will perform, will do it once again..."
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
OH MY GOODNESS it's NINETEEN days people, NINETEEN. yes that's how u spell it. AND it's finally the end of Day 1 of this HUGE and VIGOROUS revision plan ive drawn up for myself. 9/10 things were completed. pretty proud of myself.Ahhh. i think all my A level papers are currently sitting in some cabinet of the MOE Examinations Board, resting in their warm corners, awaiting pen ink to be written all over them. ESPECIALLY my bio paper 2, which happens to start the A level ball rolling.
Bio paper 2: "Hahahahaha..... i'm going to see how BENNY can score an A with me around. I'm such a high standard paper. DREAM ON!"
OH NO, my Bio paper's gloating at me !
Sigh. that was really random. i feel it now.
Anybody, can you see it coming? Can you hear the distant whispers of Maths paper 1 chatting with Maths paper 2???
Sunday, October 16, 2005
Nope, i'm not committing a sin now. I'm here to make a couple of announcements for the benefit of all. Here goes:
1) TO ALL MAHA BODHI CONCERT BAND ALUMNI
a) The anniversary CD is launching on 11th November 2005.
Venue: MBS Hall
Time: 2.30pm (for full run thru and rehearsal for the launch concert)
Concert attire: Black PLAIN polo t shirt (WITH COLLAR) with BLUE jeans. Branding is alright, but make sure the shirt's not too flowery.
Pieces: Animation Medley, Concerto D Amour, Pirates of the Carribbean.
Note: It will be a formal concert as guests from the school management as well as our band juniors' parents are invited to attend the launch. Please do spread the word to all who participated in the recording. Thanks.
b) There will ALSO be a meeting cum rehearsal for all alumni members on the 4th of November.
Venue: MBS
Time: 3.30pm to 5.30pm
Note: All alumni members will be given 2 tickets for the launch concert so they can invite their family/friends to watch it. So please attend this meeting to receive your tickets.
2) TO ALL BUDDING JUNIOR COLLEGE STUDENTS IN SECONDARY 4 THIS YEAR!
Meridian Junior College
Open House cum Learning Agora
21st October 2005
Come around to take a look at the coolest college downtown(east) !
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
And once again I stay alone and watch... as everyone else becomes interconnected, as everyone else share similar memories, as everyone else seem to have someone else with them.Sigh.
Monday, October 10, 2005
I'm currently committing the greatest sin on earth, ie blog when it's like 30 days away from the A levels. Sigh, but i really saw the need to throw some of my thoughts out, before i go bonkers. Time flew past, much faster than it used to do so in this past week, and i wonder why. School days were a whole lot shorter with the collapsed time table, with only periods of revision lectures scheduled. The afternoons were left for us to do our self revision. It's been one week, and i don't see myself any more prepared for the A levels than when i was taking my preliminary exams.I shan't say that life's been mundane. But in all these rushing in and out of lecture theatres and tutorial rooms, i've seriously missed out on many many things. Sometimes i stop at the corridor and suddenly wonder why. For my future, of course. They say, everything's worth giving up for this cert. Sigh.
I've missed out on my dearest AGA pals, i really really really miss them a hell lot. Even though we see each other in school from day to day, but we never really stopped to gossip, talk, laugh, have fun and do anything under the sun like we used to. Everyone's in this human race... everyone can't afford to stop. The best anyone could give was nothing more than a smile, a wave, or a hi-bye. Sigh...
I've missed out on peeps like Leo, Huijun, Huifen and my CCHS friends in other colleges. They too, are involved in this path to complete A levels. It's been long...
I've missed out on hanging out with ATP-the craziest batch of JC1 juniors ive seen in my life, the people who brought laughter and joy into the colourless JC2 life of mine.
I really hate to be judgmental, cos it's terrible to dislike someone and vice versa.
In the midst of all these burying myself into lecture notes and books and revision worksheets, I've lost my sense of security all over again. It seems like i've gone back to how i used to be, insecure, scared, lonely. I can't wait for all these to end. I long for days that are simple, enjoyable and comfortable. I
Here're some random messages to my friends:
Huijun: Don't ever give up girl, we're the Chung Cheng dynamites! ^_^ And remember, Diligence is the presence of perserverance, and the absence of indolence. We're reaching the end very very soon. We might as well give it a full shot! I'll see ya with tiff after the A's. tk care!
Leo: Nothing much to say, except to study hard. Time you should put down all your interpersonal troubles like being at a loss for words when ur friend wants to commit suicide. and MUG your ass off. I hope you'll get straight As. no, really. no joke. tk care too.
Tiffany: I know you're as uncertain as me, and i know you're scared that we both won't make it for bio at A levels, and chem and math for that matter. But i hope that we'll both work hard together for this final lap like how we used to do 2 years ago, before both our lives take on a different route altogether. I know you can do it, really.
AGA: I MISS YOU GUYS...!!! I can't wait to get together with you guys again. And not to talk about studies, but sit together and bitch and recall those memories and do EVERYTHING we want to do...All the best for A levels!
ATP: Well well, I guess i won't be seeing you guys much till after the A levels (i hope), and i certainly hope that you pple won't be forgetting me soon! Just wanna say thanks for everything, including the teaching sessions. don't know if they benefitted you, but they helped me recap my concepts. Huikoon, Xuanwei, KinLok and Sookun owes me a total of 3 days worth of meals. REMEMBER!
Till again.
Sunday, October 02, 2005
From www.colorgenics.com
You feel worn out, physically and mentally. Recently the going has been tough and it looks as if there is still a considerable way for you to go before you can see the light at the end of the tunnel. If only you could put a protecting wall around yourself and cut yourself off from the rest of the world - be it even for only a little while - how wonderful it would be, but you can't - so you need to bear with it. Just when everything will seem at its lowest ebb you will find that there is a turnabout and your problems will seem to find a way of resolving themselves.
Always anxious to accept the role of the leader, as indeed you often work well with people - but try to stay out of the limelight. You'd like a life of ease with no one to rock the boat and someone who understands you is so important in your life.
In spite of the fact that you believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, it is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no-one to turn to or rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offense, but as matters stand you realize that you will have to make the best of things as they are.
From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way.
You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realize those dreams and to turn them into reality.
Hmm. quite true actually. haha especially with regards to the coming A levels.
Everyone, MUG HARD! =)